| Today's Reading |
[Nov. 19th, 2008|09:28 pm] |
Today's Reading : "Facing an impossibility gives us the opportunity to trust God."
My boss been asking me to call the Pastors from others' churches see are they able to help us to do the publicity of our Hotline Counseling Service in their church. Because of lack of confident, I did not call any of them and hopefully they will call us after receive our letter two weeks ago.
This evening before he go home, he call me to his room and teach me what to say and want me to try to finish calling them by end of the week.
I know this is one of my struggle and God speak again "Facing an impossibility gives us the opportunity to trust God."
Few days ago because of I can't find any "cheap" accommodation in HK and felt like cancel my trip (I suppose to fly on 12 Dec 08), but when I pray and call a nephew of my friend again and he told me his place is available. (In August when I called him he told me his place may not available). God turn the impossible to possible.
Lord, thanks for your grace and mercy to me. |
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| God Speak |
[Nov. 17th, 2008|11:29 pm] |
Read my last journal and discover the last entry was two months ago.
31 Oct 08 was my last day serving my Church. Warn all my colleagues don't come and say good bye to me, emotionally I may not able to take it. My administrator was in the office to wait for me to finished my work and left the office, when I walk pass she tease me said never said good bye to me, I have to control my tears and replied to her : "Sorry I can't"
As what I expected, certain task set by my new Pastor I just don't know how to handle. That is the nature of me, don't like to make phone call. Last week, as he ask me to go for the counseling diploma course I am shock, because this is part of the prophecy also.
As I start to think of whether I should give up my new work (A bit fast hor, just volunteer myself in the office for two weeks only) God remind me again : .......listen carefully for God’s quiet voice. Listen to Him in the Bible. Talk to Him frequently in prayer. Look for Him in your circumstances. Seek Him. He is with you wherever you go! Amen |
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| Moving on... |
[Sep. 16th, 2008|05:17 pm] |
It have been a long time I didn't write and respond to any of the blog, my apology.
I had decided to resigned from my Church as a admin staff on 12 Aug 2008 and will be moving on to a VWO (Volunteer Welfare Organization) in Jan 09 I remembered on that day when I am not sure I should tender my resignation letter to my boss, as I read Our Daily Bread (A devotion material), the scripture said : I will be with you. Without any hesitation I put the letter on her desk.
Since beginning of the year till now, kept on received words from different preacher and prophecy what I will be doing next and my conclusion is pack up my old self and be prepare to move on.
Enclosed is a message received from a preacher during our staff holiday (8 to 11 Sep 2008)in HCM city :
Word from Jeff 8 September 2008 at HCM City
Francis Father said you are standing in the crook, looking out for the great things that arisen. Francis you are the man want to see big picture, big street, big understanding. You are the man want to see and to know and to understand very well, very deep.
You are a man that carry in your heart a lot of capacity to make things happen. You help to initiate, you help to pioneer, you help to establish gifts that the things people don’t know, don’t always understand.
You are a man help to lubricate, a man help to establish God’s way, God’s truth, God's purposes and God’s heart. You are a man to help to pioneer, to help to initiate to help to create opportunity into people’s life. You set many people free. You give people hope, you give them dreams, you give them wise understanding, you give people high capacity to do things that take time. You are a man want to develop, develop well, develop deep, develop strong, develop truth and understanding.
You have a lot of developmental gift, developmental of ability. You help to create a very healthy, transparent and open environment. You help people to understand themselves. You are the man that give, you give truth, give understanding. You give wisdom, you give, you sharing, you provide, and you make a way. You make a way with the reasonable way. You are the man that help to motivate people, not to give up. You help them to understand God’s purposes, God’s dream, God’s capacity. You are a man that sees things very clearly; you help to bring that clear expression of love, truth and kindness to other people. You help people not to feel left out, not to feel abandon, you help people to carry themselves that kind of strength, to build consistency, the ability in their life.
Father said that He enjoys you, He believes in you. A man of faith, a man of dream, a man of deep desire, a man that carry big capacity to initiate, so people’s life are open up, people life are free, you help to motivate people. So that they not shut down, you help to motivate people so they are not isolated, and will be strong.
Father said Francis you carry in your heart, truth and understanding that is very powerful in people’s life. You are a man bring clarity. You asking question, you asking clear question, you ask question to help to give people hope and dream and the deep experiences in God that will release them so they do not bond out.
Father given you the ability to walk by faith, to build by faith, to understand by faith. The ability to see things that take time, see things that people don’t know how to see, because you are the man to see the hint, you uncover things, you got the ability to uncover and open up and expose and express and communicate, so that there is something new, something fresh, something deep, something powerful something the releasing for people’s life. Father said He enjoy you, He believe in you, you are a man of faith, a man of hope, a man of courage the man of wise understanding, the man can carry strong the difficult heart and release people, so they not bond out. Father said He enjoy you, He enjoy your love, He enjoy your kindness He enjoy your faithfulness He enjoy you because you caring in your heart - truth that is wise and deep and strong.
You help to set people free, because you give people hope and dreams and ideas and to lubricate their life. You are a man that lubricates, a man of opens up a door, a man that set people free so they not bound out. Father said I enjoy you, I enjoy you, I got you, I am proud of you. Because you initiate you can pioneer, you can create, you can establish and you can bring people into great freedom. A great sense of freedom and release so that their life will not bound out. Father said I enjoy you, I enjoy your faith, and I enjoy your love, I enjoy your transparency. Because many people are influence by you. Many people you give them hope, you give them dream, and you give them wise understanding. You give to them things they didn’t have, so Father said Francis just keep on doing what you are doing. Because your life is making a different, your life is giving impact, your life is helping to create a very safe and healthy and open environment for the people. Father said take my hand and walk with me, and work with me and build with me, you are builder, a creator, a developer. You have ability to take the things from God and hold on them very well and hold on them very deeply. Father said He enjoy you, He enjoy you that the things in your heart. Because there is transparency, there is openness, there is a sense of strength thing that given from you and through you and out of you, that give people when they need your help. Father said the timing is very important for you, and space and environment the things that hold people together are very important. The surrounding and the environment have to be safe and to be open have to be able to motivate people so they not bound out. Father said there is a lot of freedom in your heart there is a lot of freedom in your dream, a lot of freedom and understanding that Father give to you and make the different. Father said keep walking through, keep understanding well, keep understand deep, keep understanding that the things other people don’t always understanding.
You see thing, you see things from God’s perspective. You are the man like it big, a big prospective, a big vision, big impact. You like to build things for God. Father said I enjoy you, I believe in you and I will give you hope I will give you dreams, I will give you things that will satisfy you. You are a man that feels thirsty, hungry and thirsty to know to experience and to see the power of God releasing you. The power of God creating in you, that which is deep and strong and powerful. Father said just continues to walk straight ahead, because your life is making a different to many people, your truth of freedom in your heart is very powerful and very deep. Father said He enjoys you, He enjoys your word, He enjoys your expression of word. Because the impacting is strong and releasing and many people are influencing by that. Father said just to continue to wait, and watch and listen. Because He want to see you in big. He want to show you the big and hard and the difficult, because you are the man been release to do things, there is a very unique and expression calling in your life.
Will keep everyone updated what are the prophecy I received early this year and how it's compliment each others from two different preacher and why I choose to move on although the new work I only get half of what I am getting now.
Thanks for your patient. |
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| Stress |
[Jun. 14th, 2008|12:22 pm] |
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After recover from the dengue fever last week start to feel stress.
Stress about not sure will be fit enough to go for my HK trip in early July, stress about I may disappointed my travel partner, because this is his first time visit HK am I fit enough to show him around.
Also experience loose sleep most of the night, in the result of this I always look tired. I am afraid I may broke down.
On Thu (12 Jul) a speaker was invited to our staff meeting and minister to us.
When she pray for me, she mentioned I will be in a new position and God answer my prayer.
In the past few months been praying for my Amway business because I really tired of what is happening in the office now. But seems like I don't have much motivation to do anything and the business no great improvement.
On Wed (11 Jul) meet up with a Pastor from my ex-church and my ex-colleague to discuss about what to do for the fellowship gathering in 18 Jul. When I told my friend I am tired about my work and he said we are looking for someone who is strong in admin. for the church. Come back lor...
wow God what is next? My new position is in Amway or my former Church? |
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| Evalustion of Myself |
[May. 28th, 2008|05:46 pm] |
Time fly, not sure when I post my last journal. Even my Hong Kong friend told me he try to look up my news from my journal, but there is no news, thousand apology.
Been having some stress from my work place and home for the past few week, that make me very demanding from the people surround me. Friend, if I am too harsh to you, please forgive me. Give me sometime to adjust back.
My last trip going for a trip with friend was in 2001 with Chan Brother, so I don't have to do much planning. This time round although is a free and easy trip but with an extra responsibilities is how I can make my travel mate able to enjoy himself and don't over his limited budget, that is not easy.
But after some brief discussion I think both of us able to adjust ourself and the expectation we have and I hope both of us able to enjoy the trip as much as we can.
Jason in my previous email I mentioned about our form of communication, if you think that this is the best way for you to communicate with people during your journey, just go ahead. I miss your call but becareful of your free air-time hehe
June should be a crazy month for me, because a group of friend will be coming to Singapore in July to have a fellowship meeting to celebrate we know each other for 20 years. Most of them will be here from 14 July to 21 July and last group of friend living Singapore on 28 July. Before that A lot of preparation need to be done also.
July is the month I am looking forward. 2 - 7 will be in Hong Kong with Jasen. Seeing my friend in Singapore 14 to 20 July. 20 July night should be on my way to Malaysia to spend sometime with my god son and his family till 23 July back to Singapore. All in all I only will be in the Church and office for 8 days.
After some taught, my conclusion is I have to adjust myself in order to make more friends, not the people adjust them-self in order to come close to me. |
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| God Speak |
[Feb. 28th, 2008|10:19 pm] |
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Attended a Church Admin. Staff retreat at Batam on 24 to 25 Feb 08.
The moment we enter into the meeting room, our speaker want us to form a circle and walk round the room. At the same time we are told to read Psalm 103.
The moment I walk, two word came into my mind : Be pure.
I believe God want me to have a pure heart in this 1 and the half day retreat. He want me spend time with Him and listen to what He want to tell me.
After we finished reading the whole chapter, the speaker asked us stop walking and stand facing inward. Then she asked us take turn to read 1 scripture per person.
My reading was Psalm 103 : 3 - who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases.
God is real. During the prayer I claim the healing power from Him - He will heal my breathless problem and my red blood cell problem. And I believe He have forgive all my wrong doing.
In the afternoon she gave us a handout and ask us spend time to read it. After my reading, God prompted me to write down what I have been doing in Church of Our Saviour since 1996.
After the meeting, I hug my colleague and told him I miss my friend (Johnny who passed away last MAy). as he started to pray for me, I cry out loud. (In my journal I did recored down when I met Johnny and when he passed away)
The next day morning, I have the honour to have breakfast with the speaker. When she ask what is my background, I told her what I had wrote down and she challenge me looking forward to the next 21 years hehe.
During the morning session, she ask us to choose one of the Gospel to read, and I chosen John.
God speak again, in John 15 : 5 - apart from me, you can do nothing.
Without God, I won't be stay in the same job (with different churches) for 21 years. Without God I won't experience what I had in my 3 mission trip to Pakistan. Without God I may lost in this world.
I am looking forward to spend more time with Him, I believe He will guide me in my work and my Amway business. Amen. |
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| Remember of Johnny |
[Dec. 1st, 2007|10:45 am] |
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It have been a week my emotion was not stable after knowing the 5 Dragon boater met an accident and dead. Because they are in the same situation as my friend Johnny who passed away in May 2006 - Die when they are young. Johnny passed away 3 days before his 30 years old birthday.
Got to know Johnny after I back from my short term study in Melbourne in 2000. Upon that time he was 24 years old.
The first met up was at the Bedok MRT and then we went to the hawker centre to have our meals and chit chat. The first impression was not good because he look like Ah Beng, wear a cap and he smoke. After the meet up I taught it is the end of the story.
Two months later after the first met up he called me and told me his eye can't see clearly because of his diabetic problem.
After that he called me almost every evening and cried over the phone for almost two years because he can't accept what had happen to him. During this two years, I found a diabetic support group for him and I did brought him to my church's healing service to let the pastor pray over him and slowly he have calm down and start to attend FCBC which near his house.
During the time when he still able to walk, we went to shop for new year's cloth, watches, eating, seeing new hp etc.
I still remember there is one time I accompany him to National Eye Centre for his check up and the doctor was amaze by he got a friend willing to spend time with him to the hospital.
As year go by he got weaker and finally his kidney fail and need to sit on the wheel chair while we having outing. It was tought for me because we stay far apart (Me in Yishun and he stay Bedok), but he have a good heart he will took a taxi pick me up half way of the journey and then go to the place he want to go together.
The last time I saw him was 1 week before his ops. (He didn't inform me he will go for an ops because he in and out of hospital very often) We went to Swensen's at Bugis.
One week after our lunch appointment I received a called from his sister and she told me that Johnny was in coma during his ops. I visited him at the ICU and that was my first time seeing him without wearing a cap.
That night before he go (It is a Thu) after my work stay in the office for a while I am not sure why I decided to go and see him before I go home. Because I could have wait till Friday or the following Monday when I accompany my mum for her regular check up and bring my mum to go and visit him together.
I believe this is God's timing, he passed away that night after I had visited him.
I didn't go for the cremation because the sister decided to held it in the temple. But I remembered I cried at the bus stop on that morning 9am while his body is collected by his family members.
Walk through with Johnny for his last six years of his life. I can see his life being transform. Bye Johnny rest in peace and you are always in my heart. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2007|06:54 am] |
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It have been more long didn't blog.
The guy I met on the street seems like having some improvement compare to first I met him. Now I can shop with me with no fear, takeing MRT to go around.
With the help with Jasen and others, we provide him with some supplements and hope that his condition can continue to improve.
Spoke to him few days ago about facial, hope that he can learn some basic skill to earn some passive income.
It was quite sad to hear that due to the polities problem in Pakistan, mission dept decided to cancel the trip to Pakistan in 2008.
One more lesson I will be graduaation from NDT (New distributor training) still no sure what am I going to do about that, but hope that able to have some break through in my business in order to him more people who are in need. |
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| Dairy for A Guy I Met |
[Sep. 28th, 2007|04:22 pm] |
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Got to know a young man last Friday on the street. By the conversation he look ok to me. The only problem he have is his poor vision.
Saturday he called and visited me at home and I got to know that he suffer from depression. After talking for 1 hour, I hug him before I sent him to the bus stop.
Out of my concern met him for lunch on Sunday. He brought me to his house and shown me the medicine his is taking currently. And he review to me more of his problem : Depression, anxiety, panic attack and can't sleep at night.
Brought him to Sun Plaza for window shopping, but after a while can't felt he get stress because of the crowd and I have to brought him to a corner to cool him down and hold his hand to take to him.
Monday he suppose to report to work but because of the stress he face in the train he reach the work place and straight away return home. Received call from him in the evening and we chatted for 1 hour at Yishun Safra.
Tuesday evening received call from him get to know that the hotel called him and ask him go back to work in shorter hours. He sounds happy.
Wednesday evening called me again to inform me he go back to work.
Thursday after his work met at my place and we watching movie together. He look quite enjoy with his smiling face. But when we aboard a bus and the bus driver didn't greet him when he said thank you he told me he is not happy and I can see the change of his face expression.... wow his mood change so fast.
He off today and received a call from him at noon just to tell me he is doing fine.
I am a person treasure friendship and have compassion for people who need help.
I am not sure how am I able to give him more support as in spend time with him and encourage him. The most horrible part is when I did the research of the medicine he is taking now, the side effect can cause his life facing danger.
Last May one of my friend who suffer from diabetic, kidney problem went into coma during his operation and passed away one week after his ops.
The week before his ops we had lunch together and he look ok to me beside he facing some panic attack when I pushed him into Seiyu - Bugis. (He is too weak and have to sit on wheel chair when he go out.)
I got to know him from IRC and we met 6 years ago, he look healthy to me upon that time. But two months later he informed me his retina drop and he only have tunnel vision because of his diabetic. We have good time together doing shopping and eating even he can't really see well. But in the later stage of his life, I see him suffer most of the time until he is gone and our friendship end there.
This is life. Friends take care of your health all the time and treasure the people who around you. You won't know you will have chance to see them again. |
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| Amway Business |
[Sep. 27th, 2007|01:22 pm] |
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Amway business is a business with integrity.
安利事业是一个讲求信用的事业.
After few months of discussion and suggestion with my friend in Germany about my sponsorship status with him, with the consultation with my up upline, finally I decided to forgo the whole matter. Because it have been very tiring for me to chat over this issue with Yahoo Messenger every night from 11.00pm to 1.00am. (We are 6 hours ahead of them)
经过几个月的商谈和建议有关于我和那位德国朋友的安利事业推荐手续,和我的上线的的上线商讨过后,最终我决定放弃再追究.因为我觉得过去的两个月几乎每晚十二点至凌晨一时和他不停的交谈和交换意见是一件很累的事.
This morning during the staff worship, I share with one of my colleague during the prayer time, he told me not to worry, do not hold anything in the heart, whatever you forgo the Lord will return you double portion of what you lost.
今天早上,在同工祷告会互相代祷时,我和一位同工分享,他告诉我说,不用单心,心里只要充满饶恕的心,上帝会加倍的祝福你.
Yes Lord I believe, because the bible said :
是的主,我相信,因圣经上记载:
Isaiah 61:7
Instead of their shame my people will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace they will rejoice in their inheritance; and so they will inherit a double portion in their land, and everlasting joy will be theirs.
你 们 必 得 加 倍 的 好 处 ， 代 替 所 受 的 羞 辱 ； 分 中 所 得 的 喜 乐 ， 必 代 替 所 受 的 凌 辱 。 在 境 内 必 得 加 倍 的 产 业 ； 永 远 之 乐 必 归 与 你 们。
Revelation 18:6
Give back to her as she has given;
pay her back double for what she has done.
Mix her a double portion from her own cup.
启 示 录 18:6
他 怎 样 待 人 ， 也 要 怎 样 待 他 ， 按 他 所 行 的 加 倍 的 报 应 他 ； 用 他 调 酒 的 杯 加 倍 的 调 给 他 喝 。 |
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[Sep. 11th, 2007|04:25 pm] |
Two weeks ago I had set my goal : In two years time I would like to visit Pakistan and I started to pray.
两个星期前我定下一个目标:在两年内我将要去巴基斯坦拜访我的朋友并开始为这件事情来祷告.
Today after lunch, a colleague from missions dept came and ask me whether I lead a team to Pakistan before or not, she told me she is considering to send a team there in 2008 which she would like to have someone been there before to lead the team.
今天午餐过后,一为宣教部的同工来问我是否有带过宣教队到巴基斯坦,她告诉我她正在考虑明年是否要派一支宣教对到那里,她希望能够找到一位有到过那里的同工来带队.
Lord, you have hear me and this is a great birthday present I had received so far.
主啊,祢垂听了我的祷告,这是有史以来我收到的最好的生日礼物.
I pray that the head of the department will buy her idea. If the church do not approve admin staff leading a team I will take my own leave and pay the full fee to join the trip.
我的祷告是宣教部门的主管会接纳这位同工的建议.如果教会不批准干事带团,我将会申请年假和自付所需的费用.
Pakistan I come.
巴基斯坦我来也. |
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| Happy Birthday to Myself |
[Sep. 11th, 2007|10:51 am] |
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Today is my birthday (another year wiser hehe), my colleague said that not sure you should celebrate or not to celebrate, because six years ago 9 11 is the day that World Trade Centre at New York City being bomb ....
Did a survey about my personality today just want to share with those who read my journal.
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are modest and humble, and you rarely strive to be in the limelight or in a position of power. You have a sharp analytical mind, a keen eye for detail, and you prefer to observe, dissect, and study life from a distance. Conscientious and conservative, you can be relied upon to be careful, efficient, and thorough in your work and you take pride in doing a job well. What you may lack in self-confidence you often make up for in skill - developing expertise, technical knowledge, and competency in some specialized area. You are adept at using your hands to create or fix things, and meticulous attention to detail and careful craftsmanship are your forte. Some would say you are a little TOO meticulous, for you can be extremely critical and petty if everything is not done exactly as you think it should be, and you worry about things that other people consider trivial and unimportant. You like to organize, categorize, and arrange everything into a logical system, and you are often distinctly uncomfortable when something does not fit into a neat category. Disorganization vexes you. You probably wish that you were not such a perfectionist, for besides being a stickler for details, you can be mercilessly self-critical as well. Whether in your environment or in yourself, you tend to focus on the flaws, with a desire to improve, refine, and perfect. You are strictly factual, truthful, and scrupulously honest in your self-estimation, and you often do not give yourself enough praise or credit.
Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities
One of your greatest assets is your ability to see both sides of an issue, and to negotiate and bring about compromise and reconciliation. Tactful, reasonable, and with considerable social finesse, you work well with people in business as well as in personal relationships. You are objective and somewhat detached from emotional bias, and make an excellent consultant, mediator, or public relations person. You insist upon fairness and seek to bring harmony or at least peaceful coexistence between people, and your diplomacy is a benefit in any business or social situation. You also have fine aesthetic sensitivities and could work in an artistic or cultural environment. |
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| Be Patient |
[Sep. 5th, 2007|01:32 pm] |
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It was a long wait for my friend's in Germany to confirm about my international sponsorship status for his Amway business with the HQ. I am not sure is it their culture do things slow.
During this period we did chat online and exchange info about the products. I am glad that without the help from his local sponsor, he is doing well.
Last Sunday attended a motivation talk in Penang. The talk was good and I am glad that we have an opportunity pay 老师 a visit at her house and also spoke to her after the meeting.
As a human we need continual encouragement in order to motivate ourself. Although my Amway business did not pick up at this moment, but I felt that I had grown up a lot in the area of patient and forgiveness.
Direct selling is a very relational kind of business, we face different people each day, we have to accept the way they behave and the way they do things. I believe there is more room for me to grow.
'Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.'
Jeremiah 33:3
你 求 告 我 ，我 就 应 允 你 ，并 将 你 所 不 知 道 、又 大 又 难 的 事 指 示 你 。
耶 利 米 書 33:3 |
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[Aug. 30th, 2007|05:28 pm] |
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Watched an Korean movie two nights ago.
The story is talking about a talented fat lady who employed as a singer to sing for a "popular singer" at the back stage.
One day she decided to went for an operation, her outlook totally changed and she become a popular singer later.
This lady have a father who is sick and stay in the hospital. During the old day she always visited him and sing for him in the hospital.
But after she became popular she have to pretend she is another person so when her father came to see her performance she have to pretend she don’t know him.
At the end she find that this is wrong doing and publicly admitted she is that fat lady at her concert. She hugs her father and cry.
The moral of the story is remind us when we success we must treasure people surround us and do not forget those who have helped us along the journey.
September 2007 is my one year with Amway business. Along the way my up-line Jasen have taught me a lot and given me his support and encouragement. Leaders in the centre also show their concern and given their helping hand when I needed.
My direction is in next two years time I would like to see the income I earn from Amway able to support myself and my missions work.
"No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived
what God has prepared for those who love him.”
1 Corinthians 2:9
如 经 上 所 记 ： 神 为 爱 他 的 人 所 预 备 的 是 眼 睛 未 曾 看 见 ， 耳 朵 未 曾 听 见 ， 人 心 也 未 曾 想 到 的 。
歌 林 多 前 書 2:9 |
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| By Faith |
[Aug. 15th, 2007|01:35 pm] |
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Yesterday read an article talk about take a leap of faith.
In the month of June while I am in HK for my holiday, one of the night I woke up and heard a voice " Resign and do Amway full time"
As what my up-line said I buagain with God; Lord "If this voice is from you I want to see two person sign up in the moth of July and seeing people start to buy products from me."
After few rounds of talking, one of my friend who I know from the internet almost want to sign up in mid of Jul but because of he over carry himself with some joke and I have to tell him off, at the end he went MIA and now not even want to answer my phone call.
Another friend in Germany I know from the internet few years ago, after few rounds of talking also, he finally signed up. But he forgot to put my distributor no as his international sponsor in his application form. We have been chatting online every day talk about this matter and now see how this problem can be solve.
Beside that trying to do a facial for a guy who I know from internet few months ago. In the mid of the facial he ask me did I went for the training, I told him not yet. I believed this answer gave him some discount about my service and he decided not to repeat doing anymore.
Now, I had decided for the time being I will not doing facial for people until I got the chance to go for some form of training with my business partner if they got time or wait for the facial class start on the timing which I able to make it. (Both classes this year is on Sat afternoon which I have to work on alternate Sat, the one on Sun afternoon last year one of the lesson I can't attend so I didn't sign up)
After this few incident my heart almost go cold.
But God continue to speak : Be patient, look far and ask big. Not by sight, by faith.....
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake?
Matthew 7 : 7 -10
你 们 祈 求 ， 就 给 你 们 ； 寻 找 ， 就 寻 见 ； 叩 门 ， 就 给 你 们 开 门 。
因 为 凡 祈 求 的 ， 就 得 着 ； 寻 找 的 ， 就 寻 见 ； 叩 门 的 ， 就 给 他 开 门 。
你 们 中 间 谁 有 儿 子 求 饼 ， 反 给 他 石 头 呢 ？ 求 鱼 ， 反 给 他 蛇 呢 ？
马太福音7: 7-10 |
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[Aug. 15th, 2007|01:16 pm] |
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Jasen thanks for the test, this is my result:
Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating
You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.
You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.
You should major in:
Statistics
Speech
Conflict studies
Communication
Finance
Medicine |
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| Keep The Fire Burning |
[Aug. 12th, 2007|07:52 pm] |
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Today's meeting was fun.
Time fly, I joined Amway coming to one year.
In the beginning thinking of just want to be a faithful consumer. Few months later, think of why not take a try if this business able to bring me some extra income.
Early this year after hearing the testimony at the Singapore convention, the desire to do this business stronger.
When I heard the sharing from our first Diamond in Singapore about here dream, my dream form also.
Ten years ago, I felt the Lord want me to go for missions. During my preparation, unfortunately I diagnose with gall bladder stone and have to forgo my mission study in Melbourne and come back to Singapore to do my ops. After that many things happened to my family members and finally I grounded.
Last year, some Pastor pray for me and mentioned that God want me to go back to missions.
Few months ago a Pastor gave me a prophecy, she saw me preach the gospel in front of many people and when I pray the sick got heal.
And when my friend from Pakistan came to Singapore to study, during the sharing, this make my mission calling stronger.
Amway is the way able to give me passive income to support myself to go for missions if I work hard for the next two years.
I believe God will make a way to send His people surround me to make this dream come through as long as I keep the fire burning.
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| God Speak |
[Aug. 10th, 2007|12:56 pm] |
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Attended the Love Singapore Prayer Meeting at indoor stadium on 8 Aug. I am glad to see that more then 7000 peoples was there to pray for the country.
Chat with my Germany friend this morning through Yahoo Messenger, seems like my sponsorship to him still not settle yet, he will wait till this Sat when he meet up with his local up-line and then bring up this matter and my anxiety gone up again.
During lunch time when I read a passage, God speak :
Revelation 3:8
I know your deeds. See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut.
启 示 录 3:8
看 哪 ， 我 在 你 面 前 给 你 一 个 敞 开 的 门 ， 是 无 人 能 关 的 。
Beside patient, I need to trust in Him also. |
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| Be Patient |
[Aug. 8th, 2007|03:43 pm] |
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Last Thu my administrator have a meeting with some colleagues from other department about certain project, I was called inside the room to clarify some of the admin duty, when I told my administrator I had hand over the job to my new colleague she suddenly as me again : Oh, then what are you doing now huh?
In front of 3 other colleagues and 1 volunteer I answer boldly : You haven't talk to me yet since April.
She was stunned and her face changed (My colleague who sit next to her told me yesterday), without further delay she said : You just on long leave wat, I talk to you next week.
Yesterday I look at her, she said this week is a short week and next week I will be away for corporate planning, talk to you again.
OMG (Oh My God),
Apr said after AGM - 27 Apr
May Said after Church Camp - 3 - 7 Jun - Malacca
Jun said after Staff Holiday - 18 to 21 Jun - HK
(After staff holiday I stay back in HK till 2 Jul and I am on leave again 18 Jul to 31 Jul)
Now :
Aug said after Corporate Planning. - 14 - 16 Aug
I am not sure whether have to wait until after Christmas or not because this is a church every month we sure have some programme going on and she is busy with the church building project also haha
May be this is why God reminded me to be patient and wait for Him last month during my devotion time, I believe this is a time of molding. something new is going to happen.
Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you;
he rises to show you compassion.
For the LORD is a God of justice.
Blessed are all who wait for him!
Isaiah 30 : 18
耶 和 华 必 然 等 候 ， 要 施 恩 给 你 们 ； 必 然 兴 起 ， 好 怜 悯 你 们 。 因 为 耶 和 华 是 公 平 的 神 ； 凡 等 候 他 的 都 是 有 福 的 ！
But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40 : 31
但 那 等 候 耶 和 华 的 必 从 新 得 力 。 他 们 必 如 鹰 展 翅 上 腾 ； 他 们 奔 跑 却 不 困 倦 ， 行 走 却 不 疲 乏 。 |
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| Keep it Up |
[Aug. 7th, 2007|01:40 pm] |
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This is one week after my long leave back to the office and I still find that no motivation to do anything beside supervise my new colleague and make sure the thing she done is right.
In Amway business things are moving slow for me but I felt that it is just right. May be I should be more active then before and see how is the progress.
Last Sun (5 Aug) attended a house meeting at brother Kim's house. His wife is going back to Ipoh to give birth this Wed (8 Aug) and will be back to Singapore around end of November. At the end of the meeting when we say good bye to her, one of the sister suddenly drop a few drop of tears from her eye, this is the friendship we earn from Amway. |
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